It's Over, and I want to Move On!

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PH,

The job search is going well. I have a second interview on Tuesday for a job I want really bad. The President of the company wants me to bring in a writing sample. It has to be in a report (proposal) format. The only report I could find is 40 pages from three years ago. It is the day before I submitted the final paper. It will have to do.

Maybe, I have grown, but I have so much more growing to do to feel completely healthy, happy, and at peace. I guess it will just take more time. I still think to myself that the marriage could have made it. I guess others probably feel this way too from time to time.

Do you mind me asking if that "sh#thead of a husband" you are referring to is your father? I hope this is not too personal to ask.

You made me feel better today with how the kids could someday view me. I want them to always have respect and love for me. My son always tells me that I am a great father, and I never want to let him down. My S and D deserve so much. I will never give up or stop fighting for them.

Also, I sometimes wonder whether or not if I finally gave up fighting for my marriage. I wish I knew of this site and myself better when I first found out about the affair. Maybe the outcome would have been different. Sorry, I just am thinking too much today.

I feel some peace today!

Thank you very much!!!