good points. Thanks for the sounding board. I DO not want to Date.. yet. I dont need any ego validation Time, I am just spinning the wheels I guess I stay on the LRT and do my 180's... maybe my reaction to asking if I should Date comes out of my anxiety about her coming up weekend..

I am sticking to my plan.. LRT. I live in the same house so this is tough.. I am involved with my Son. My plan is stick to the 180's and GAL. I am going to start going back the Gym and I am not going to explain myself to her where or when I go somewhere.. I am also going to become more unpredictable.

Pleasant but indifferent. God this Sucks..


M:42
W:39
S:9
M:20
T:25
D-bomb: 30 Sep 10
Wife changed her mind: 31 Oct 10
Working on it: 31 Oct 10