It is very heartbreaking being married to any kind of addict. My h use to drink a lot but after he gave up alcohol15 yrs ago he replaced it with shopping, and pornography lately. He owns a very successful company but blows every cent that he makes, he never has enough. I guess that is why I wasn't enough. I also thought that my h was not a good example for my teenage son and maybe this gods plan until my h gets saved. He would watch innapropriate programs when my son was around and he had a picture of the devil custom painted on his motorcycle. i really think he has totally gone to the dark side.
