When does the roller coaster slow down?? Tonight I went over to a friend's house and had dinner with her, her husband and another friend. We sat down to eat dinner together and I lost it. I started crying right there. It was so embarrassing. I think it was the setting of sitting down together like that and the way they were talking nicely to each other. I can't remember the last time my H and I talked nicely like that to each other. I sometimes think I rewrite history too and think it is all my fault that this is happening. The stress I have been under in the past few years turned me into a really angry person sometimes... and I definitely took it out on him way too often.
(Formerly blgp) Me-35 H-33 Married 4 yrs Together 9 yrs "Bomb" 8/1/10 Separated 8/6/10 D filed 10/21/10, on hold til 1/11
"If you want to hear God laugh, tell Him about your life plans."
