Lea, Mr. A wasn't trying to check up on me - he just wanted his razor. I know that because I'm home now and I can tell he just got in and out as soon as possible.
Also, I didn't have to ask him to return the spare key to its proper location - he did that all on his own.
I set a boundary with Mr. A and he totally accepted it. I'm the one who's having such a hard time with it! I relate so much to what Soleil wrote about her emotions over caring for someone who could walk away so easily.
I was surprised that Mr. A came over today. But once I found out he did, a big part of me was hoping there would be some sign (goodness knows what, but something) that he missed me or was thinking twice about his decision. Zip. Zilch. Nada.
Whatever Mr. A is doing doesn't matter, but it's hard not to listen to those voices in my head that say he's off having the time of his life with XXXXXX...... and I'm miserable!
Basically HE dropped the rope on ME and it's driving me crazy!
