I am trying to take care of myself Eric...slowing down..

Rysmom - my h was diagnosed with sexual addiction/compulsivity. When he left he was relapsing. Now he his "dating" a bartender from a rough part of town. I think he believes the life-wife=happiness and now he is cured because he is perhaps dating just one person rather than the randoms.

He feels that I only gave him "lip service" in terms of supporting his desire to work 12-14 hour days. He is probably right...I was always trying to get us to have balance in our lives. He was a division I athlete in college and had that excessive work ethic necessary to reach that level. His brain still works that way and rarely does anyone meet that level or standard.

I woke up this morning thinking that maybe God was trying to protect me and the kids by having him leave. Maybe God thinks we deserve better than that life.

I am joining a gym tomorrow and signing up with a personal trainer. It is time.

M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years
Ds-24,22/S-18
D - 3/11
A Day at a Time