I am so sorry. Your H's actions torwards his son are NOT a reflection of YOU. They are HIS actions. NOT YOURS.
Yes this is very hard. Very. It can suck the life out of YOU BUT only if YOU let it.
As hard as this is right now...you must try and be strong for your son.
Go to your bedroom - cry - let it out. It's okay.
Tomorrow is another day Irish.
Today is not the day that YOU will QUIT!
Rest sweetie....rest..
Please take care of yourself.
Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
