My S told me that he cried the whole way home from H's hotel. H told him "I'm sorry but I'm never coming home again" Once S got home I just listened. He said "mom I hate to say this - but there is something wrong with him. Every time I tell someone about it they always reply - "no way, not you guys - you all were great together." Dad is not right - he's not the same and I don't know how much I can be around him"
My heart breaks for him / and then I get overwhelmed by guilt that this man's feelings towards me are separating my son from his dad.
There is nothing good about any of this - I am going to have to dig deep to find my way and begin to internalize the thoughts I had this morning.
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time
