You're all over the place. Unresolved emotions can do that to anyone. Stop trying to guess what is happening. Until you are specifically told, you and no one else here can possibly know for sure. Your post at 7:59 was a rational approach. Go to the counselor on Tuesday and look for guidance. It's easy for a bunch of pissed off guys on a message board to tell you what is up. It is a different story when you have a professional to help you sort things out. At some point, you will know what you want and what you do not want. Don't do anything that you may regret later. Remember you are the only one here who has to live with yourself and the consequences of your actions.
