Just keep your eyes on you. Let H do his thang..you...well you do yours.
Be happy...
Trapt....now that story is just some crazy shiznit! Must be something in the water in your neck of the woods
Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
Please keep in mind, while your H is out there in la la land trying to figure himself out, he will also being trying to figure you out.
BINGO!!!
Funny you said that because last night my H was just staring at me...I asked him what was it??? He said "Nothing, Im just trying to figure you out".
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
Having a down day. Just not feeling it today. I feel alone. I miss my old H. Miss the old days. Miss when "we" were happy together.
He will probably go out again tonight. I dont want him to. Dont know if I should say something. IF I do he will stay home and be mad about it, then why would I want him there mad?
Sex has been scary with him lately. So much anger...violence even. Just not use to it. Dont like it.
Pray for me today please.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
We all have these days. Be gentle on yourself okay.
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Sex has been scary with him lately
Remember...you choose what you allow to be done to YOU.
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So much anger...violence even.
Then do not allow it!
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Dont like it.
Then do not put up with it.
Kissak...sometime we need to be real with ourselves. Sometime we need to set HEALTHY boundaries.
Do not allow something done to you that you are not comfortable with.
Sometime, IMO the line between standing and healthy boundaries get blurred. I am not going to tell you want to do. You are responsible for YOUR own emotional well being. Having said this, maybe YOU should go out tonight. Dinner with some girlfriends or a movie. Something to get you out..get you living again. Living your life and really being happy.
At the end of the day - YOU happiness is what matters.
Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
Thanks for saying that Eric. Im sitting here with tears in my eyes. I think that is what has happened. The line has become blurred for me. I think I will go spend some time with myself tonight. I did ask my H if he would consider sitting with the kids one friday night so I could go out...he said "maybe".
Guess I will just ask my mom if they can sit with her tonight.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
