Thanks Gardener! No, I don't see my life as a failure but when one of the biggest investments of your life goes bust those feelings come up. I know you understand. I guess there are many examples in the bible of people whose lives went bust but they went on to live again. Joseph comes to mind, talk about betrayal! I used to be OK with coming home after a hard day and just relaxing with my family knowing that this was there for me. Gone! Now, I come home and see emptiness around me which is much different. Hey, I'm not complaining, life is what it is and I have a lot more than many others but still, three years and it seems like yesterday sometimes. Thanks for checking in, I hope you're doing well.
