I've only just begun!

[sandycay]

AG ~ has been texting me off and on all week. He has also called twice. He is very nice and very interesting.

However, I know I should not be communicating with him daily. That will take the place of the where FFG was in companionship and I don't know if that is becoming co-dependant on AG. To fill a void. I haven't worked it all out completly on how to do that if you like someone and they are "just that into you". If you are "into them" but not ready to be "into them" Not because you don't like them or anything.... just not ready to have that.

Hard to explain.... but I feel like if I am talking to you on a regular basis that if I were to meet someone else for coffee or something of that nature it would be wrong. I know that comes from being married for almost 20 years, but having multiple interest out there is weird. I guess because for the past 20 years when I talked with a man it was my EXH. Gosh, dating as a bonified adult is difficult at times.

I'm not saying that AG and I are relationship bound but I get the feeling he is. Plus, he lives an hour away. Which is difficult for relationships but wonderful for casual friendship.