wii, I just wanted to let you know that your post and your myriad of feelings touched me.
Originally Posted By: whatisis
...I have a hard time seeing myself with anyone else either.."is this it?"...I'm trying to face those alone demons. My wife and family were my rock! No matter what happened in my life, that would be there...My rock crumbled. I still carry fear about being alone. What if something happens to me, who will be there? Can I trust anyone in my life to really be there for me when I need them? I trusted my wife implicitly, never dreaming I could ever be betrayed, I was wrong. My kids are my greatest blessing but I still live with a lot of anxiety about where my life is heading. Before, much of it was set, it was solid. Now, I'm 52 and starting all over or that's how it seems sometimes. Is it an exciting adventure? Sometimes, but at others it feels like a sad failure.
I understand. 57 and coming up on the two-year mark. It is sad. But not a failure, wii. You are in my prayers.
