WAW 20 years and wants out

[Pensacolabroken]

Serenity,

No I didnt cheat. I explored the intimacy we had as a result of her being honest with me about it. Then as she and I got involved in day to day raising of our child, we had less time for each other.. kept looking for the intimacy and I kept bringing up her and her affair from the past.. leading to more resentment on both parts. See that is my responsibilty in this part. She has been faithful to me up to August.. when I was away again.. many many factors here.. her possible MLC, new change of finance, career, life decisions. Me away for extended period. Son in school and mainting household.. can be a bit much.. plus I was fighting with her because she was pulling away becasue her TKD friend gives her support..

Serenity please dont take offense to this but I see your dead set against any reconcile of my R because of your judgment.. so I appreciate it but I see no help in your comments.