F#cking hardest thing I've ever had to do in my life.
Yep. By far.
You are doing great. I'm sure you couldn't have imagined you would make it this far. Keep it up and heed Coach's advice. I think he is dead on when it comes to this point in the R. You are close and it still could go either way. You seem to be in the right frame of mind with accepting any outcome. Coach is showing you the path that has the best chance of getting the best outcome for all involved.
