Having a down day. Just not feeling it today. I feel alone. I miss my old H. Miss the old days. Miss when "we" were happy together.

He will probably go out again tonight. I dont want him to. Dont know if I should say something. IF I do he will stay home and be mad about it, then why would I want him there mad?

Sex has been scary with him lately. So much anger...violence even. Just not use to it. Dont like it.

Pray for me today please.

Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10