I want to be part of the group...

[Jstar]

I can not see any forward movement at all. I feel stuck since I have the same feelings for him, love and anger, disgust and attraction.

the only things that are moving forward is the stuff i control even with that i do not feel much progression. my job is demanding and not only me but each and every coworker is feeling overwhelmed with all surrounding our profession.

me and the kids 3 yr g, 8 month old boy come home eat dinner, try like heck to do stuff around the house, get bathed, and to bed and do the same again next day.

moving forward, i'd like to just kill the feelings i have for him, i argue with my heart and and mind, i say that because i don't know how to get the opposite, my mind says, lost cause my heart says don't give up.

is that what you mean by moving forward??? or another way?