Irish,

Please stop beating yourself up AND do not put a timeline on ANYTHING. Do not set yourself up for failure. You do not know how you will feel tomorrow, let alone 4 days from now.

Just take things one minute, one day at a time. It will get better.

You are not a failure.
Not someone that cannot be love or cannot love.

Irish you have received some very good advice here. Do not give up....

ON YOURSELF.

God Bless,
Eric


"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter".
"Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!"
"Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans