I've been reading along but I still have to read up on the beginning of your sitch. I have a quick question for you - why do you feel stuck? What can cause you to become unstuck?
You are only really "stuck" if you think you are. You can become "unstuck" even if all you do at first is change your thinking. So you still love your H, you are still separated, you are still attracted to him. That apart, what is moving forward and evolving in your world? Is there any area in which you can see forward momentum?
