I just wanted to just add in a thought here. You've been at this for over 4 years and are asking the same questions since Day 1. I really am concerned about you. I hope you are still seeing the C so that you can start getting some peace for you and your son.
For yours and your son's sake, you've got to detach. Protect your finances and yourself first and LIVE.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
