well coming up here in a few weeks of being seperated for a year.

neither one of us have filed for divorce, we are worse off then when we first got seperated.

i haven't been able to stop loving him, i see him 3 times a day now and yesterday i looked at him and was attracted to him.

i have stayed true to my marriage vows, faithful and all, not even emotinally connected to another soul.

i'm stuck.

Me 39 H 30
d 18 previous marriage
d 2.5 with H
s 4.5months with H
Seperation Nov09
july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline