Saffie- small animals... Gr8day- new perfume- check, dressing VERY well- check... getting noticed... check- how much is HE noticing- definitely some, but not sure how much, he hides this kind of thing well. Hopeless- working on detaching too, I think it is my only hope, not even sure what I think in my own head anymore. Won't wait for him forever... In reality, I am so far away from my goal. He would need to do some maturing in order to make our relationship work too. I have plenty to change and am doing it. However, he can't be so dependent on others to validate him... hence, an affair.
Detach, detach, detach
(Formerly blgp) Me-35 H-33 Married 4 yrs Together 9 yrs "Bomb" 8/1/10 Separated 8/6/10 D filed 10/21/10, on hold til 1/11
"If you want to hear God laugh, tell Him about your life plans."
