Thanks Brooklyn - and all...
for your patience with me and your guidance! I am so blessed for having found you all! Seriously!

Tonight S is spending his first evening with H at his extended stay hotel. It really broke me. I don't know why...afraid of another loss - losing my son. Selfish...yes. Insecure...yes. Afraid of everyone else finding their way through this while I remain stuck - empty. I believe that I want what you stated above - lose weight, feel good, look good, enrich myself, enrich others.

I will find my way - I must!

M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years
Ds-24,22/S-18
D - 3/11
A Day at a Time