D4ML, your M was NOT dead--you just keep telling yourself that if you need to, but it wasn't. You didn't get the people that posted to you because it was dead.
Your H dealt with a lot from you--you make it crystal clear that he had his challenges. From day 1 it was evident that your breakdown was probably a 50/50 deal.
You fight and fight and fight and look for the opinions you want. I'm sure this is nothing new.
Saving you is NO DIFFERENT than anything else Forrest has ever told you! Go back to his first posts and re-read them--there won't be one word that is not true right now today.
I do hope you get it--I really, really do. You are SMART for heaven's sake. I had a preconception that the ones that don't get it just aren't all that bright! Bad me!!
