Thanks for checking on me Eric. You know, alot of the time lately I do feel happy. I think that is why I am confused at my feelings right now - other than that, I'm not really feeling anything at all towards H. I'm letting him go.
I don't think the crisis is anywhere close to being over. He hasn't expressed anything or said much at all to me the past few days. He seems very distant and out there. I'm used to hearing him be depressed all of the time so I am not sure what's going on in his head. The last thing he said about the sitch is on Monday when he asked "where do we go from here. I am lost and don't have a clue. I picked up pumpkins for the kids" (See my post above for my response)