I agree but I still can't help wondering if I'm just putting off the inevitable. Sometimes I feel like I should just go there with the paperwork so that it's no longer hanging over my head. All this time my H has convinced me I was stalling things and 'putting my head in the sand' about the divorce and now I realise he was! I'm sure it will eventuate cos H is going to need to buy a business to give him employment.
Last night S told me that my mum and S met for lunch. She told him that she was pleased H went to swimming (told me that too) and that she thought I was going to invite him for Christmas and she agreed that I should. I was surprised cos my parents have had nothing to do with H and have said they wouldn't ever want to. Time is an extraordinary healer, I guess.
And no, I haven't invited H for Christmas but this convo did make me wonder if I should mention to H that my family is receptive to seeing him again.
