Good luck with the job search. And I do think that you should be getting a lawyer to adjust the spousal support!
Looking back at all of your threads, I've seen you grow so much! You can handle this.
A short (boring) story. My mom got divorced when I was in 3rd grade. Had no job skills, couldn't drive, yada yada. Now I look back at all the hard work she did to raise four kids after a sh#thead of a husband left her. In the years to come, your kids will look at you in awe of what you did to fight for them, and to give them your best.
