I have a lot to think about as well and I need to decide
She really wants you to call her out on the CB. She is being disrespectful and knows it. She wants her man to fight for her by letting her know he won't put up with her BS. She wants you to stand up to her feelings and lead.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.