A new beginning to an end

[soleil]

Hi everyone.

So you know what I keep thinking about? The day after we went to court when he called me saying how sad he was and how I told him not to call me again. I keep wondering if that was mean of me. Opinions? Would it have changed anything?

Hey sol sister, ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo, the way you move ain't fair, you know!
Hey sol sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do...tonight

I do So(l) love that song It always reminds me of my niece. She thinks it's amazing.

Really, our 10th anniversary trip to Las Vegas was the end of that. And I laid in bed wondering what she was thinking about. She was a million miles away during that trip.

I can relate to that. We went overseas in July during wed. anniversary and I remember watching him in the ocean and thinking, "This is so f-cked up." When we had sex I was thinking about him being with her. Yuck.