Trying to not fight the tide

[Piano]

My old thread in Newcomers was too long. Here it is if anyone is interested:

http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2087043&page=1

I wanted to call this new one, Played Me Like An Old Piano, but since I'm trying to eliminate negative talk and guilt from my life, I figured I needed to sing a new sort of tune...

And I am, sincerely, tying to not fight what is.

I'm trying to accept that my WH did the 'unfathomable'.

I'm trying to work out how to get on with life without WH.

I believe the man I trusted and loved must be gone.

I believe I need to stop hoping. I am not quite there yet.

It's been two months since he left to live overseas with OW. Reality might start to bite and perhaps their bubble will burst. But a girl cannot live on hope alone...

I have to accept that now life is what I am going to make of it.

I hope you great folks will continue to help me on my journey.