This is one of the toughest days. I haven't cried in a while but today is taking the breath out of me like it is the first week all over again. This evening, a person that works closely with my H and near me asked what is going on with us, that it was obvious something was up. I asked her if she had noticed anything else about my H. She guessed that he is with XXXX she also went on to say how our sister-in-law that works in that area has never really been supportive of our marriage. And that XXXX has been after him since he has been at the hospital (4 yrs). Well, obviously none of this is a positive thing for ever getting a R. I hate that I have to question the character, integrity and worth of my own H. I feel like I made such a terrible decision marrying this person. What a coward, why can't he just file for a divorce and be done with it.
(Formerly blgp) Me-35 H-33 Married 4 yrs Together 9 yrs "Bomb" 8/1/10 Separated 8/6/10 D filed 10/21/10, on hold til 1/11
"If you want to hear God laugh, tell Him about your life plans."
