Thanks E. I did work less hours today - came home and took a nap:)
This morning my s and I started the day in a rough way. Both of us tired l- we ended up yelling at each other - with him reaching a screaming point, very angry and upset. Basic problem - both of us tired and having a hard time keeping up with the day-to-day.
At the end of the day - we apologized to each other and hugged. I admitted to him that I am finding myself getting more and more angry because of the whole situation. He responds - "finally - I'm glad." I said, it is more about feeling abandoned - like he left me to take care of everything. The house in disrepair for example. S says "he did and I am p*ssed about it too." But we both agree - we love him and long for him to return. Maybe it was good that it happened. I have a 4 day weekend coming up and I'm REALLY looking forward to it.
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time