IDU, I'm trying my damndest to be strong. But it's hard when he keeps dealing blow after blow to me.

My stomach is already a churning mass of nerves about e-mailing him. If I'm already stressing out now imagine how freaked I'll be tomorrow. And I also am trying to stay as dark as I can, so to be breaking that darkness isn't easy for me either.

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