Crushed,

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The projects continue now in the yard. I've neglected the grass, the weeds, the fire ants, the flower beds, the pruning, you name it.

Good dude. Keep yourself busy! It helps ease the mind.

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The neighbors are getting anxious, but there are many yards worse than mine.

Dude…you should see mine. I used to have landscapers – it was the check I loved to write. 5 dudes jump out of a few trucks, several big ride mower and 20 mins later my property would look great. I now have my teenage son mow the lawn…guess how it looks.

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MHL appears to be on a similar path

MHL is a very cool dude. Just so that you know…You can call him “Lord of the Rings” – he likes that smile

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On the transfer, she leans in for a kiss. No initiation from me. I've kissed her recently, but this time it caught me off guard. I didn't take much away from it except for the fact that I was psyched that I didn't have to cook when returning late after the game.


A couple of things…

Be careful – I have seen on many occasion the use of sex (in your cases a kiss) as a means to pull you back in. Now I am not saying that this was not a good thing. No, just make sure that YOU are comfortable and HAVE no expectations.


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I was pleased with my composure.

Your doing good dude.. Very good.

God Bless,
Eric


"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter".
"Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!"
"Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans