She is going to Co and says she loves me but she also messed up. Even asked me why I would want her in my life?
" I no longer do. Yes, you messed up. I don't go back with women who cheat on me. I am not mad, but I am done."
You then MAKE her chase you and go through a crisis...
If she is truly sorry, she will do whatever it takes.
I am surprised after having gone through this years ago that you are going to tolerate it yet again.... Get tough. It will do you well. You know deep down inside. You are making excuses for her by allowing her to use the "I was drunk" excuse...
If that is true, then she should also be ok with you going out with some playboy bunny types for a few months and getting drunk and screwing them. Telling her that youn need to find yourself.. that you DO love her but you need a few months to find out who you are and that you will still date her along with the bunnies......
Should be ok with her right? Go ahead and do it and see how SHE reacts to those things from you. If she buys it she is as silly and naive as you are being.
