It's surely a roller coaster in a recovering marriage, even with moving towards healing. You are growing stronger in your own skin with all this and are on a wonderful path. Are you attending all the RV posts? Are you dialoguing every day? That is the safest way I know of to be able to share and (especially) hear feelings, especially ones that may be uncomfortable. Creating that safe space is so important, which is why getting into the daily habit of dialogue is so beneficial.
I'm brand new here, and I haven't had a chance to read all of your - so please understand if there is something I've missed.
