Last night was strange. H left kinda suddenly...said he had to go help a friend move a washing machine. This friend lived 30 min away. He studdered as he tried to tell me where he was going and why. Dont know if he was telling the truth or not. I can only assume. Weird thing was he went to kiss me goodbye, which he doesnt do anymore...then when he came back, he was more attentive to me, wanting to fix something that needed to be fixed for a while....I guess I should just appreciate that, but cant help but think he was feeling guilty for some reason. Im trying not to focus on these things, just journaling what I see.
Funny, he asked me about a friend of mine last night that is having problems with her bf...he tried to give me advice to pass onto her...relationship advice.
He told me that sometimes I make him want to drink...that sometimes as a stress reliever he will stop his truck on the side of the road and hit a tree with his fists....I asked if I made him that mad sometimes, he said yes. I asked how, by being TOO NICE to him? HE said SOMETIMES, yes!
OMG, I make him mad by being TOO NICE???? lol Maybe his sister was right....I need to be uglier to him.
Last edited by kissak; 10/13/1001:20 PM.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
