My Situation - any thoughts or ideas

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Another update: So, last night we went to dinner with the kids. Had a great time. W walked in saying "I have to tell you the funniest thing that happened at work today". Lots of good conversation, strong eye contact. No R talk at all.

However, at least 3 times during dinner W made reference to something post-D - where we'll both live, how she'll bring food over to my place, etc. I just smiled and nodded through this part but it was like daggers being plunged into my heart. My coach tells me that these comments are her subconscious "reminding" her that although this feels good right now, remember what we're doing.

She made those comments before, but usually only once. Three times last night was a lot. Maybe her subconscious is having to work harder to "remind" her! I know, hopeful thinking, but I have to hang my hat onto something....