Finding My Way

[Mystik]

Feeling both sad and frustrated about H today. H's birthday is next Friday, and in our visitation papers it says on their birthday the parent has access to DS. As it happens DS has a field trip that day to the apple orchard as well. I offered H the option of going to the orchard with DS, and he declined saying he and Whore had a doctor's appointment that day. I then asked if he was going to be taking DS that night and he thought for a minute then said no, he wanted to take him Saturday instead. I agreed, but it both hurts and pisses me off that he is more invested in Whore and the new brat than he is in our son that he won't even spend his birthday with DS. He's going to wait until the next day.