Originally Posted By: CD
I'm really tiring of this mess. I don't want to think about it anymore.


I remember feeling that many times CD.

It is only becuase you are still attached to the emotion.

Detachment has several layers IMO and each one leads to the other through pain.

It takes work to get there.

You remind me a lot of me.

That Mustang guy is pretty smart I think you should listen to him because that is the next step CD.

No more getting into W's head. Watching her. Trying to figure things out.

This will take time and you will catch yourself doing it because you get pulled off YOUR course.

You will not wake up tomorrow knowing and living who you are and what kind of man you want to be.

It takes time.

My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am