Don't get yourself down. This stuff is hard. Very hard. Taking a look at ourselves, TRULY looking, is difficult. And it's even harder to take steps towards addressing our issues. But it sounds like you're on the right track. Working with an IC and your self-evaluation are all good things. It's OK to be down about things as long as you are continually moving forward. Each day becomes easier than the last. Keep up the good work!
"Love me when I least deserve it, for that is when I need it the most"
M18 Me39,H42 D16 Bomb 1/10 Moved out 3/10 OW 6/10 H wants to R,OW gone 11/10 H moves back 5/11 H wants to wear rings again 9/11