Early Parole from the MLC Chain Gang?????

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Yeah, the "not confusing the kids" bit is odd in that she doesn't stay the night after late functions, etc., but she makes the plans for Sunday family time. The kids might not be confused, but there are enough conflicting messages to make my head spin.

Fortunately, D doesn't seem to be imminent, but who knows. I can't seem to count on anything I see or hear. After the family events and dinners (she's planned another meal after my S5's ball game Friday night) I just try to stay in the moment, enjoying the time out of the house. Tried the P90X yoga for the first time Monday, maybe the breathing works.

Good to know that finding the love or passion for the W doesn't necessarily come automatically. I know it will take time for me. Guess this path has been walked before as well.