I've only just begun!

[sandycay]

Well, FFG and I did the big exchange.... first time we have seen each other in two weeks.

It was awkward at first, but we loaded and unloaded... It was weird because he walked in with a gash on his band and I had a band aid in my hand. I had just cut my finger.


So at the end, he hugs me really long ( he hs the most wonderful hugs) and gets choked up and says "I'm sorry". Looks at me really long, kisses me on the cheek and has tears in his eyes. He asked me how school was going & I couldnt' even speak after seeing him..... Just tears sprung to my eyes and I choked out "hard". I had to turn around and walk away.


He sent me a text a few minutes later. Said "That was hard seeing you and keeping my emotions under control."

Why does he need to tell me this?