Faith, you are still early into this. And I get why you think a 180 is important right now.

But, I would focus more on dealing with the stuff you are beginning to realize and worry less about doing something so she sees it.

In my opinion, 180's should be a natural result of you seeing what changes you want to make for yourself, and not as a tactic, ya know?

So, dont worry about doing a 180. Work on those things that will bring you closer to who you aspire to be.

If you want to be someone who shows care and concern for those in his life. Be that man.

You are going to be feelings some deep stuff. Hang on tight.

You can do this.