You wanna see some anger, some pain, some really funny chit? Wanna see J3B ride someone? Go pop over to my thread and read the "struggling with hope" thread.
Eric
I read it. It's rediculous at how some of my posts say the same damn thing and if they don't say it, the feeling was and still is there.
I'm struggling right now. Struggling bad. I'm trying to do the right thing and I'm trying to change the old behavior in myself, but my old behavior matches the detachment process. A 180 for me is NOT to detach...How the FUKC do I do this?!
I F'd myself over and now I'm reaping what I sowed. What a MESS!
