...Of course I fear losing him, right? Why else would I be here???... Ok, that was my true initial response to your post... I get where that is not helpful in this situation. You are right, I need to get even busier on myself...

(Formerly blgp)
Me-35
H-33
Married 4 yrs
Together 9 yrs
"Bomb" 8/1/10
Separated 8/6/10
D filed 10/21/10, on hold til 1/11

"If you want to hear God laugh, tell Him about your life plans."