How do I know where he spends time... again, I can't be sure 100%, but I hear oftenly from D that he is at the dropzone, or I see new pictures or video files from the dropzone in the Dropbox which we share. No need to snoop, I get noification every time a new file was added.

As of spending time at his mom's, thats only 15 min walking distance from our home, so D is oftenly there, spending time with him, either at mom's or outside. Other than that, I don't know his whereabouts nor did I tried to find out.

His cell phone is on my company scheme, so I get detailed invoice with call list on my hands. Vast majority of items on the list are D's, FIL's and MIL's numbers. However, in my country prepaid numbers are not registered, and I know that he has one. Whether he uses it or not, I don't know, and I didn't even bother to check. I've done my part of snooping when this last A was actual and I'm not sure now whether I should put myself through it once again, it was awful.

Coach, why would he have guilt for not being able to be like those guys? I don't know, maybe he really is in a sort of a MLC and wants to test his "market value" but has a number of moral and emotional doubts/guilts... who knows

Sky

Me:48
H:48
M:23, T:27
DD 24
Bomb 1 07/27/10,IDLY,moved out without notice while I was at funeral
Bomb 2 09/30/10, "I can't return home, I want D"
Found out OW in picture since 07/09
D'd: 04/01/11