My wife has gone darker now, too. No communication for several days. Getting harder with each day.
I just can't understand why she would think being a part-time mom is a good thing for our daughter. Hard to stay focused on LRT. Sometimes I wonder if I am not paying her attention while following LRT, doesn't that leave the door open for another to fill the void?
Just remember, you have to stay strong for the kids. If you break down, not in front of them. Prayer helps to keep your sanity. Also, writing here helps.
I have wondered about that also, when they are dark also. I figure she is so involved with the other guy, she could care or less if I am alive.
It's not getting easier for me either.
I stay strong with them, but when they leave, or on my way home from work, it's another story.
Not sure why my wife thinks this is a good idea.
M-38 W-37 T-16,M-11 (Oct 30,1999) S-5 S-2 Wife left 7/4/2010
"When life hands you a lemon, say, 'Oh yeah, I like lemons! What else ya got?" — Henry Rollins
