I can't read all of what you posted in response to mine because I'm on my phone, but I can see enough of it! . Yes, you are right, it's not ME, it wasn't ex W! I know this now. I'm evaluating, to an extent, if I even want to save this. Do I want him back now, as is? Absolutely not! No question. If he grows and learns, maybe. I'm trying to focus less on that, though, and more of what I want out of life. I know I want to be an amazing mom raising and amazing little boy. I'm working in life lessons. At 4, he knows what a compliment is and what it means. I'm focusing on the people in my life that truly love and appreciate me and letting them know how much I love and appreciate them. I am surrounded by beautiful people who think the same of me! It's wonderful to be right now!
I can't believe how far I've come to reach this but it feels amazing!
Thank you for your words of wisdom!
Me:38 H: 45 OW:34 S:4 Bonus S: 12 and 16 2nd M for both Together 12 yrs M: 6 EA suspected: 5/10 confirmed: 7/2/10 Separated: 8/12/10
. Yes, you are right, it's not ME, it wasn't ex W! I know this now. I'm evaluating, to an extent, if I even want to save this. Do I want him back now, as is? Absolutely not! No question. If he grows and learns, maybe. I'm trying to focus less on that, though, and more of what I want out of life. I know I want to be an amazing mom raising and amazing little boy. I'm working in life lessons. At 4, he knows what a compliment is and what it means. I'm focusing on the people in my life that truly love and appreciate me and letting them know how much I love and appreciate them. I am surrounded by beautiful people who think the same of me! It's wonderful to be right now! 
