Sometimes I think I also push him away to see if I can bring him back in. Everytime we get close again and things are going good I push him away. Than I feel bad and reel him back in. Like it gives me some sort of gratification or something. At the same time, it's when things are going good that he wants out, like it scares him because he doesn't want himself to want this life.
Sigh. This sucks! Why can't I just let him go. I know he'll realize how good he's got it here. But theres a big part of me thats scared he'll enjoy life without me. I guess thats something I'll just have to live with.
He agreed that he would pick his stuff up today.
Last edited by Jealousy; 10/12/1003:52 PM.
Me: 30/ H: 34 DD: 7 / DD: 4 Together 16 years, Married 10 He Moved Out: July 2009 / Came Home: January 2010 Left Again: October 2010
